So I am sorry to say that after having been apart of this community for such long time I will be leaving. I will be removing all my info and deviations soon and will let the remainder of my subscription run out. I really enjoy this place and all of the amazing artists I have become friends with but the entity devianart I think is poorly run. I know too many talented, honest people here who have been slapped with plagerism stuff recently and it has gone too far. Deviantart you need to get your act together. So if anyone out there pays attention to what I do here you can continue to follow me on my personal site [link]. I have some new sculpture work I am doing and I'm very excited about it. So there it is thanks everyone who took the time to stop by and take a look.

Justin "Pilatus"

So I cant tell you how happy I am... I have a new addition to the family... Cintiq 12wx... oh yeah baby...

Moved

Finally... almost done... lol

This is going to be a stupid rant of sorts and I cant help but think it will never be seen by the people it was written for. We all move into different relationships throughout our lives... some we wish we hadn't. I have done this a few times, one in particular. It ended inappropriately, on my part... I dealt with it in the wrong way. I wish I could go back and have a redo. I think I would probably go back to when i first met this person and instead of showing a interest in her I think I would have just turned and walked the other way... that would have been it. They would have been better off and so would I. The only reason why I write about it now is because it has been sometime since I even thought about this person. Its stupid how little things like a movie (Lilo & Stitch) that we both liked can bring back such shitty memories. So I was thinking about the things we did together and the time we spent (over 2 years) I think the only time we were happy with each other was in the beginning. When I was with her I was pretty miserable and so was she... anyway I just think we would have been better off. I think my point is that we cant change the past even though we would like to. That we cant take away the pain we have caused others and that these are things we have to deal with for the rest of our lives... they don't go away... I wish they would.

Im not in a hostile mood I just cant change the icon.

I'm so sick of it...

Because this is my journal on my page I'm gonna bitch about something that has been bugging me for a long time. I am tired of the deviants out there who are frankly incredible artists but for some reason haven't started a favorites page... I know this sounds like someone whining but I'm really not its a legit gripe. If you have time to add deviations to this site you have time to browse. That is the whole point of deviantart, to take part. I understand if you just joined but if you have been apart of this community for any period of time its time to get off your ass. It is a community, you interact with others in a community. There are some great artists here who are humble and will give favs and constructive comments and to them I say you make this a better place. Then there are those who again are really good but for some reason seem to feel it is beneath them to be apart of the group... show support... make a contribution... whatever. Who do you think you are? Now I am hardly the most gifted here at deviant far from it in fact but I will always be here and I will always support my fellow deviants. So to all of you out there who this is in reference to it probably wont do any good because you wont take the time to read it but do us all a favor this isn't just a place to have people praise your abilities... do something other than inflate your egos and take part in the craziness (hellofarunonsentence). OK done with my rant.