This is going to be a stupid rant of sorts and I cant help but think it will never be seen by the people it was written for. We all move into different relationships throughout our lives... some we wish we hadn't. I have done this a few times, one in particular. It ended inappropriately, on my part... I dealt with it in the wrong way. I wish I could go back and have a redo. I think I would probably go back to when i first met this person and instead of showing a interest in her I think I would have just turned and walked the other way... that would have been it. They would have been better off and so would I. The only reason why I write about it now is because it has been sometime since I even thought about this person. Its stupid how little things like a movie (Lilo & Stitch) that we both liked can bring back such shitty memories. So I was thinking about the things we did together and the time we spent (over 2 years) I think the only time we were happy with each other was in the beginning. When I was with her I was pretty miserable and so was she... anyway I just think we would have been better off. I think my point is that we cant change the past even though we would like to. That we cant take away the pain we have caused others and that these are things we have to deal with for the rest of our lives... they don't go away... I wish they would.

Im not in a hostile mood I just cant change the icon.